Sometimes I don’t think you have any idea how much I love you. The month we were apart I have never felt so empty. I couldn’t sleep in my own room because it wasn’t my room anymore it was a prison cell for me. It was limbo. I was trapped, I was confined to the cold, small, dark room that didn’t hold anything besides the vast emptiness of my soul. I was not me anymore, because in the passing months “me” was really “you” and I was without you and I was not “me” anymore. I had become vacant. I love you, so much. More than I should love you but I do, I do, I do, and I will never deny it. I will never deny you, I will never turn you away. You are essential to my life, to my entire being.
I cannot live a beautiful life without you. Your love is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.